One Year and Counting

When you are part of the global tribe, when you are familiar and at home in more than one culture, people ask a lot of questions: So what is this like for you? ….What do you miss most?.... How are the kids doing?....Is it weird to be back?.... there are never short answers. And I can’t help but constantly update this running pro and con table in my head, hunting for the never-to-be-found answer to the question: what is the better side of the fence?

We have been in Berlin for one year this month. June 11, 2013 was the day we left Silver City, NM.  Since I don’t believe in bearing my soul on the Internet, the rougher personal and emotional aspects of our move won’t be discussed here. This blog is about culture, politics, society, and economics, and how those relate to our lives, of course, personally.  I will try a snapshot of what we learned this year.

It is weird to be back. Until now, I had this rule in my life: Never go back to a place you have already been. I am not sure why, but it just wasn’t something I did. I always moved forward. Just breaking that rule in itself is weird and new.  Back to GO, the place of origin.

What helped was that Berlin is probably one of the places in the world that has changed the most radically over the last 20 years. If not the most changed place of all – in terms of the built environment and the culture, mostly. This is of course even more true if one is from East-Berlin. “Ossis” also changed political and economic systems. “Wessis” just had the fact changed that there was a wall around the place and that we were a small, provincial, over-subsidized pool of standing water with a high opinion of our subculture status, not really part of West-Germany, and certainly not part of the surrounding geography. Now Berlin is a full-blown European and global metropolis with most of the advantages, and a growing set of disadvantages, mainly rising cost of housing. But it is still cheaper to live here than in any other city in Germany, and way cheaper than in London or Paris.

So it wasn’t really like going back. It was going to a new place, with a lot of familiar cultural stuff, and the old West-Berlin neighborhoods looking largely the same.

There were a lot of unknowns when we first got here. Would the kids be able to manage school? Would I find a job in this tight job market? What’s the nonprofit sector like here? Would we survive a Berlin winter?  Would my friends remember me?

Most of these questions have been partially answered after one year.  The winter wasn’t so harsh, some friends turned out to be friends and others have moved on.  Engaging in the joy and labor of gently reconnecting with some of them, with their new 20-years later selves. The nonprofit sector has a slightly different role here and sits in a different environment. The German nonprofits themselves feel like very familiar territory. And I have found a job, and it has brought me the level-up in professionalism and challenge that I had wished for, for many years.

One thing I have learned: If I make assumptions about my children, they are probably going to be wrong.  All three have proven that this year, in different ways. From a parenting perspective, this has probably been the hardest year of my life, the most challenging and puzzling, frustrating year, taking me to an unknown edge I didn’t know existed: the point of not knowing how to handle a situation or behavior. And at the same time, my children have made it the most rewarding and reassuring year:  I have seen my older kids grow more into themselves, take the challenge of the new environment, deal with their loss and grief caused by moving. All of them have widened their horizon, their perspective, their relationships and have learned a lot – mostly not in school. None of them have done what and how I expected them to do 12 months ago.

What do I miss most? Of course my husband, and my oldest daughter. My husband.... lover, partner, co-parent.  Then the people of Silver City, and the few close friends I had.  Our spring break trip to Mexico.  Mexican food, sometimes. The Gila River. Our beautiful house. The Tour of the Gila.

What do I appreciate most here? My family (parents, sister, cousin) close by and spending time with them on a regular basis. My family. And then, my family. A few good friends. Being able to go to a movie and concerts, theater. The beauty of Berlin, its parks and lakes and its surroundings, much of which we have yet to explore. Being able to drive to Italy in a day. Living in a buzzling, global, diverse city with interesting politics and always something new going on. My kids being part of an international community at their school. The wild life in our backyard, and its giant old trees swaying in the wind at night. How cheap everything is.  That this is now part of Europe, which is a whole new perspective. My neighbor, who is nice and weird and feeds our cats when we are gone. And a socio-economic system that is still based on solidarity, even though it’s being whittled away, but the idea is still that you should be able to live your life not being in constant terror about paying for healthcare, child care, education, transportation, and that it is ok to pay taxes for this.

So for now, from this perspective of politics, culture, education, economics….this is the better side of the fence for us – but only if our family becomes complete again.

Nonprofit Worlds - A Comparison

Some of my nonprofit colleagues on both sides of the fence have asked me about my impressions of the German and European nonprofit sector, and how it compares to the US.  So this post is for you, my colleagues of the Third Sector. It is entirely subjective and non-scientific.

If you are interested in a more data-grounded analysis, there are a few, somewhat dated scholarly comparisons of the nonprofit sectors in a variety of countries, among them the Johns Hopkins Comparative Nonprofit Sector Project.

In short: some of the structures and the regulatory environment here are different, as are the sector relationships, overall infrastructure and the governance of nonprofits. And then some things are strikingly similar, above all the constant quest for money and resources in a similar culture of scarcity and self-exploitation.

Shapes and Laws and Regulations

Starting with the differences: The regulatory and legal environment that nonprofits operate in is a little different here. While there is a similar concept of nonprofit-ness, based on a charitable purpose and tax exemption, the details are different. For example, the equivalent regulatory entity to the IRS (das Finanzamt), does not have a central, federal exempt organizations department, and charitable status is granted by whatever general tax clerk happens to get your application at the local tax office.

There is some interesting variety in corporate forms:  there are, of course, foundations (more about them below), small community based nonprofits called Vereine, they include neighborhood and community organizations, little groups supporting schools, and the infamous rabbit breeders. Rabbit breeding is a serious charitable purpose in Germany.

Kaninchenzüchterverein W 103 Burgsteinfurt. Foto: Theresa Gerks

Then there are these gigantic corporate service provider kingdoms. Finally there are a good number of limited liability corporations with tax-exempt status. The whole hybrid LC3 is-it-good-or-bad discussion that we had in the US over the last few years? Does not happen here. Hybrids are a reality. People don’t really care about what flavor your organization is. A term of reference here is the “social economy” which encompasses all the stakeholders involved.

Giants

Those really large nonprofits I mentioned are called Wohlfahrtsverbände, and they are something like umbrella associations of smaller providers. These have most of the health and social services government fee-for-service market cinched up.  Out of the six large ones, four are faith-based. Generally, you’d have to be part of that denomination to work for one of the providers (I’m pretty sure that’s illegal in the US). The Christian Verbände employ 1.5 Million people. 90 % of their income comes from public sources, including social security.  Their members, many of them large conglomerates themselves, run day care centers, assisted living and nursing facilities, women’s shelters, hospitals, developmentally disabled programs, drug rehabs, mental health facilities, reentry programs – they provide really any health or social services you can think of.

In the US, these services are provided by individual organizations, serving specific groups of populations, and competing for funding and policy -maker attention. Just imagine the power and efficiency of the Verbände that comes from joint effort around maintaining funding, influencing policy and through supporting their member organizations with almost everything: evaluation, personnel management, professional development, resource development, compliance, accounting, QI, and data – all those things that seem to slowly kill social service providers serving our US communities.

Foundations

Philanthropy features a few strange birds, too: First, there are party-related “foundations”, which requires some explanation to my colleagues in the US, where foundations are prohibited from any political activity. Each major party has an affiliated foundation (corporate-form-wise, most of them are actually regular nonprofits, not foundations), and their mandate is political education. They serve as think tanks, places of research, dialogue and public education. Many also have stipends for Masters and Doctorate candidates working in their areas of interest.  

There is a quickly growing field of mid-sized family foundations, as well as small foundations supporting specific nonprofits. Last year, around 600 new foundations were started in Germany, for a total of over 20,000. This is of course a reflection of the incredible wealth in this country, and of the German baby boomer generation trying to figure out how to socially invest their surplus. The 300 community foundations in Germany seem to be very small and rather undercapitalized, and very grass-roots.

Then there are large family and corporate foundations, just like in the US. Except here they seem to openly operate for the combined purpose of sheltering revenue from taxes and influencing politics, both of these purposes at a level of mutual reinforcement which would lose any US foundation their EO status in minutes.  The Bertelsmann Foundation is the most well-known and aggressive version of this business model.

There are, to my surprise, very few accountability mechanisms for foundations, or for that matter, any nonprofit organization. Once you have the status, you have to file tax returns, just like in the US, but the returns are not public documents. Boards are not viewed as the accountability mechanisms that they are supposed to be in in the US. Rubberstamp boards, board members getting paid, boards completely removed from the organization’s constituency, all these are the norm, and are not discussed much. The exceptions, at least nominally,  are the 515 nonprofits that pledged to abide by voluntary transparency measures, an initiative of Transparency International.

Looking across the Pond

People in the nonprofit sector here are very interested in US  sector developments and trends. This does not seem to extend to policy, but more to trends in organizational consulting, fundraising and philanthropy.  A few nonprofits here have discovered social innovation and collective impact, for example. A consultant told me that FSG had considered to open an office in Germany a few years ago, trying to protect their “trademark”. I am not sure what happened. Fortunately, there is a healthy critical questioning of everything US, and especially of copying any new trend, maybe FSG felt that.

Some of the newer US-bred concepts and fads, especially those from the corporate world, such as the whole “if you can’t measure it, it doesn’t exist” business, are very popular here. Bertelsmann Foundation spun off a whole organization that does very involved, very expensive impact assessments for organizations, and upon passing, the client gets a stamp that says: Impact! It makes you shudder.

I went to a presentation on their method, and the speaker was enthusiastically talking about logic models like they were this great new tool that will save the sector. I walked out after the Bertelsmann representative in the room cut off the interesting discussion that had emerged from critical questions of the audience.

Some of the older schools of thought, for example Peter Senge, are still represented on most consultant shelves, and seem to stick longer than in the US, where new, sexy tools, theories and schools of thought seem to crop up on a weekly basis. Here they still happily use SWOT analyses and read “The Fifth Discipline.”  The EU Commission requires grant applicants for a number of programs to submit a logframe matrix with their proposal, a tool developed in the late 60ies in the US and then further fine-tuned by many development agencies.

Troubles

In the US I have always worked with and for small or mid-sized, often rural organizations. So I want to say a few words about that part of the sector here: It totally feels like home to me. Small organizations here have the same structural and capacity issues as small and rural groups in the US. The real or perceived impending doom that will come from shrinking public funds have caused them to turn their attention to fundraising from private sources and earned income strategies. Lobbying may come more naturally to some of these groups, than to their colleagues in the US, as they advocate for maintaining their public dollars.

The main capacity issue, mentioned over and over again in any conversation I have had with small organizations and with consultants, is termed here as “projectitis”: The tendency of funders, both public and private, to fund only projects. If your organization wants to provide services on a sustainable basis, you still have to chop your work and your thinking up into projects. The administrative burden increases with every new funding source, and soon enough people are busy with admin work, rather than with achieving their mission.  Sound familiar? Except that in the US, there is now a pretty broad awareness of this problem, and at least some foundations have started to implement more sensible funding strategies.

New ideas have a hard time cropping up in an environment where even the basic work is threatened by funding cuts. If at all, innovation may happen within those large associations (Verbände), which have extra revenue from church tax  (yes, everyone pays church tax here!) and earned income, and also strong organizational capacity. But these may not be the grassroots innovations most appropriate to today’s social challenges.

Consultants

In the consulting field, there are some differences as well. In the US, if you run or found a small organization, you can do most of the work yourself, with the occasional help from a tax person, more rarely will you need a lawyer.  The system has been designed to not be that complicated. Many nonprofit consultants acquire some tax and legal skills, often because the real lawyers and tax accountants have failed to acquire nonprofit specific skills. In Germany, when you found a new nonprofit, you just give it to the lawyer, and you don’t even mess with that stuff.  They will write your mission statement and your tax-exempt application for you. It’s a little scary to me. 

Later, if you have conflict, or plan a change process in your organization,  or need money, then you hire the nonprofit consultant. Many of these consultants have not as much technical knowledge, and instead have backgrounds in psychology, organizational development, or conflict mediation. The sort of generalist service that we provided to rural organizations in NM is not really available here, with a few sort of underground exceptions. These little guerilla-consulting shops keep quiet about the tax and legal advice they might slip occasionally, so they don’t get in trouble with the law.

The F word

And then there is, of course, “Fundraising”.  This has been a quickly growing priority, field, and profession over the last decade or two. Based on the premise (or the fundamental misunderstanding) that public funds will go to shit and Germany will move towards a model of more private funding for charity. Like in the US, right?

Except that private contributions in the US still make up only a 13.3 %  of nonprofit revenue – we just think  of philanthropy as bigger, because it is so loudly self-important.  Same here. The term fundraising, by the way, has been officially accepted in the German language and here it encompasses everything: grant writing, earned income, as well as working with foundations, individual donors and events. We’d call all of this (resource) development. (Oh well. Did you know Germans call their mobile phones “handy”?)

So there are fundraising workshops, certificate courses, master degrees etc., etc.  There is lots of noise and lots of interest, and, based on my very subjective impression, very few funds are raised. The exception seem to be European Union grants and contracts, a significant source of public funds that some organizations have tapped into successfully for a long time, and others are just finding out about.

Another larger source of resources for nonprofit and for-profit employers alike over the last decade has been coming through the so-called 2nd labor market. Since welfare benefits were merged with unemployment benefits, similar to what happened in the US under Clinton, the German government pumps a lot of resources into subsidizing and fostering employment. So small organizations have been able to hire people who are lingering on the 2^nd labor market (they have been unemployed long enough to lose their first-level unemployment benefits), and receive very substantial subsidies, often up to 100% of the labor cost. My subjective impression is, that this policy has created a 2^nd class of employees, and that they do not necessarily move back up into the first labor market. The effect on organizations seems to be similar to what happens in the US, when nonprofits rely too much on AmeriCorps members, VISTAs and volunteers to run their programs: high turnover, lots of time spent on training, questionable quality of services.  While the well-meaning intention of the German policies was to move people out of the “Prekariat”, the class of precariously employed people, it seems to just have grown that class.

The Umbrella Infrastructure

Given the diversity of the nonprofit sector here, the nonprofit support infrastructure is much less developed than in the US. The European Foundation Centre is an international membership association of foundations and corporate funders. They have a whooping 231 members. There is an association of German foundations, which also runs a searchable foundation database.  This tool is unfortunately much inferior to the great Foundation Directory Online provided by the Foundation Center in the US.  Nor is there any data source even comparable to GuideStar. This is probably due to the fact that tax returns are not public documents, and thus also not a source of data for researchers, grant seekers and funders.  

While the German Verbände serve as policy advocates for their members, there is no overall association of nonprofits in Germany, any of its states or, for that matter, Europe. There are lots of networks, of course, with varying functions such as capacity building, volunteer matching and collaboration.  Most of them are organized around larger policy themes, such as youth, peace, or development aid. An important one in the Germany is the BBE, the network for civic engagement. There is also a professional association of fundraisers, much like the AFP, and a newer one for EU fundraisers.

Volunteerism is promoted widely, and supported by government programs, a new 2007 law to foster civic engagement, networks and online platforms. I have shared my unpopular opinion about volunteerism in this prior post.

Finally, in regards to education, there are a few well-designed master programs for nonprofit management in Germany, the most prominent at the Center for Social Investment at the University of Heidelberg and the MA program  for Nonprofit-Management and Governance in Münster. Both shops also engage their students in hands-on projects and consulting. Both take two years and run about 10,000 Euros. If I didn’t have to make an income, I’d be a student again…..

To wrap up this rather lengthy post:  the German nonprofit sector shows a huge diversity in terms of corporate forms and structures, with organizations ranging from service provider firms, semi-public agencies, large conglomerates to small political groups and neighborhood initiatives with no legal status.  The European dimension adds more diversity and confusion, as well as new exciting opportunities for transnational collaboration and exchange  - accompanied by a glut of EU funding.

Service organizations are largely funded by government, providing most basic and all specific human and health services. This is based on the collaborative partnerships that emerged within the social democratic welfare state model in Germany. The power and wealth of the large Verbände assures continuity, resources and quality in services, although the system is by no means foolproof  or perfect. The lack of community-based boards assuring accountability is a real risk in my view. In the US, on the other hand, we have a lot of smaller, locally rooted organizations, operating fairly independent from each other, with associations, foundations and collaboratives constantly trying to offset the impact of this fragmentation. And everyone is constantly hunting for funding, which often is damaging to collaborative efforts.

Certainly the much discussed blurring of the lines between the three sectors has occurred a long time ago in Germany, at the cost of accountability and with the advantage of more effective systems.

So… I hear someone asking, then which model is better? I will stay on the fence, and not answer this question.  The civic sector models are a reflection of the type of welfare system, the history and the political culture of each country.  As with all the topics on this blog, we can learn some stuff from the other side of the fence, and some stuff will just not apply.

FAQs Month 4

Are you acclimated yet?

Mmmh….I totally enjoy being here, love the mix of the familiar and unfamiliar, the old and the new. It's all very interesting, engaging, and challenging. And somewhat puzzling, especially how I'll fit in here as a professional. I mostly see family, and not very many friends, but so far I am fine with that. And guess what: There is such a thing as fall here. Autumn! Incredible colors, fresh earthy smell, golden days. That said, I don't think I'll ever completely acclimate anywhere. But that's just me. I like having the view all around from on the fence. Part of the global homeless tribe. There are lots of us in Berlin.

How are the kids?

Ruby, unexpectedly, is having the hardest time. She got handed the worst school deal, too: Her 8^th grade class is one of two classes to form a the second public international school in Berlin, because Nelson Mandela School has reached its limits in terms of size.  But now no one feels responsible, the district hasn’t hired people or made plans for new the school, and the mothership school doesn't seem to care.  So they're stuck in subleased rooms in another school, with no perspective and no connection to the great big school community over at the main Nelson Mandela building.  Parents are now in the process of organizing and advocating – for what I am not sure yet. Ruby’s classmates took some getting used to for her - more girly-girls than Ruby's friends in Silver. All the time she spends on facebook is not helping.

Rory is doing very good, he is attending the college track (IB) program at Nelson Mandela, and it's structured like college, and he'll be able to go to the university anywhere in the world after two years. He has lots of time he can choose how to structure. It's a little scary but seems to work so far. And he has been hugely creative, both with music production, and with working on his longboarding skills. Both count towards school. He also volunteers in a cat shelter, which also counts towards school. Right now he is down with a sprained ankle.

Ben misses his father (not this month, because Charlie is with us), and his friends, but enjoys it here otherwise. He loves his school, and he is starting to make some friends in the hood and gets play dates through other family and friends. He is playing baseball and is on a swim team. He has lots of catching up to do academically before he can enter 4th grade (and not because school is in German), as we feared. I get to do childhood memory things with him, like collecting colorful autumn leaves and chestnuts, and making little animals out of chestnuts and matches.

Is the US officially the most dysfunctional democracy in the world?

Certainly in the eyes of its citizens. But if it’s any consolation, Italy (where we are headed for fall vacation on Friday) is doing worse. Somehow this week they managed to get their whole government to crumble over the power games of ex-head of government Silvio Berlusconi - a convicted felon and crook, who not only owns most of the media outlets but also many politicians. Where the US suffers from the two-party system, Italy suffers from too many parties, and the subsequent intrigues and constantly changing alliances. Germany just had elections two weeks ago, largely unnoticed by the rest of the world, because the results will keep Chancellor Merkel of the Christian Democrats (CDU) in power. That’s the only thing staying the same, though: Her new government will be a new coalition (yes, as in, representatives of different parties agreeing to govern together, sharing cabinet and committee appointments). The coalition will be composed of either CDU and Social Democrats or CDU and Green Party. Very different from the previous partner, the neo-liberal FDP which voters kicked out of parliament with a big bang. So the coalition talks are starting, and may take quite some time. Even though Germans are complaining about the related political posturing and how long the whole thing takes, it seems to me that this is pretty functional democracy at work.

Back to the US: The news we get from there (thanks to NPR Berlin) sounds like reruns from a year ago: Mass shootings and Republicans trying to repeal Health Care Reform. Really? A law that was passed three years ago, by a president who was since re-elected. Don’t get me started.

Are you working?

Little by little. Mostly I am still learning, reading, attending workshops, talking to people. I have a few consulting engagements, and I am working with an awesome consulting firm to put together a series of seminars on strategic philanthropy. There is a word here which describes the prevalent German grantmaker approach: Projectitis. More on what I learned about the German NPO sector will be a separate post soon.

Can we come visit?

Be our guest. You can see this:

Autumn sun going down behind the botanical garden greenhouse - see the guy on top? He is dancing.

..and then there was this little helicopter thing buzzing around. What is it?

Working for Free

There is a recent, quickly growing movement among freelancers to withdraw unpaid labor. Others have well and extensively written about this, including Ed Ward and Suzanne Moore. Barney Hoskyns facebook group called Stop Working for Free is quickly gaining membership. This is mostly driven by freelance journalists, musicians and other “creatives” (sorry, Ed) who have had to watch helplessly over the last decade as the products of their labor became freely available online content, with no accountable monetary value attached.

Working for free - nothing new to those of us in the nonprofit sector, where for a long time now the nonprofit poverty mentality has condoned exploiting and glorifying free labor. We call it volunteerism.

For example, my favorite nonprofit news source, the Nonprofit Quarterly, (itself a nonprofit organization) recently proudly announced additional writers who are volunteers. Sure, more writers add to the diversity and interest of the publication, but should NPQ be all that proud? To me, volunteer writers, along with the annual NPQ fundraising panic, show that NPQ, formerly a paper subscription magazine, still has not found a sustainable business model in the internet economy.

But the worst system of exploitation might be the much lauded AmeriCorps, and its related programs administered by the Corporation for National and Community Service.

Disclaimer: I am a known perpetuator of volunteerism. I started the AmeriCorps Program for Southwest New Mexico. In 2011/12 we “utilized” a VISTA volunteer at the Nonprofit Resource Center I directed. I have contracted with the New Mexico Commission on Community Volunteerism (that’s the state entity administering the federal AmeriCorps Programs), helping the Commission to get the word out to rural communities about its mission. In 2013 I did the presentation on the history of national service to hundreds of new “Members” at the statewide AmeriCorps launch conference. I helped found the Volunteer Center in Grant County. I was a member of the Silver City Rotary Club, with the motto ‘Service Above All”. Most people congratulate me on all those things. I am not so sure right now.

I see the merits of AmeriCorps: AmeriCorps graduates are believed to be on a straight pathway to employment or more education. They gain workplace skills and confidence. Civic engagement is a great thing, developing young people into empowered, engaged participants in their community. (Except….they can’t really participate in the political process, since AmeriCorps programs have very strong limitations on “lobbying”). Many members address real needs and get things done (Although there is no good impact data on the program, just outputs and a lot of feel good anecdotes).The education award is a nice little carrot, but it hasn’t kept up with exploding cost of college education. It’s a drop in the bucket.

VISTA, specifically, was created in the 60ies as part of the War on Poverty. But by sustaining an economy of cheap/free labor, aren’t we creating more poverty? VISTAs are not allowed to have any employment income during their year of service. They subsist on about $900/month. Which is why I always, happily, paid for every coffee and lunch of our VISTAs, because there was no way they could afford it. Likewise, AmeriCorps member living stipends are just above poverty level.

Really what we are doing by promoting instead-of-work-volunteerism and encouraging unpaid labor of all kinds is creating precarious employment situations for more people. We sustain a labor market, in which it is ok not to pay workers, or pay them very little.

This is especially prevalent, ironically, in the social sector. For example, nonprofits that engage AmeriCorps members are not supposed to supplant their employed positions with members. Everyone who has ever worked with or for National Service programs knows that that’s bullshit. Members are cheap labor, and a way for nonprofits to save scarce budget dollars. And often, unfortunately, an excuse for nonprofit leadership to justify low quality, fragmented services, lackluster resource development and shaky sustainability of programs. Members turn over after a year, when the organization could have gotten 3-5 years out of the professional who really should have performed the job. And I have seen many a member who, lacking the supervision and support needed to do a good job, just spent their hours playing pool or who quit early. Strangely, I couldn’t find any aggregate data on the National Service website on member retention rates. They probably suck.

Being a postwar West-German, I have always had a hard time with the military flavor of AmeriCorps. Swearing in ceremonies, uniform clothing, creating a group identity, getting things done! All the shirts and spirited slogans do not change the fact that we are creating more people in poverty.

Meanwhile, on the other side of the fence: In post-war western Germany, civic service (Zivildienst) was the alternative to getting drafted into the military. In 2009 for example, over 90,000 young men conscientiously objected to military service and instead spent 12 -15 months changing bedpans in nursing homes, or working with young children, disabled people and at-risk youth. Then in 2011, military draft ended, and so did Zivildienst. Now young people can participate in Soziales oder kologisches Freiwilliges Jahr, (a volunteer year working on a social or ecological project) and people of all ages can join the new Bundesfreiwilligendienst (Federal Volunteer Service, known as Bufdi). The latter was created to keep the cheap labor flowing to the social sector. 35,000 people joined in 2011, the first year. Service pays 200 E/month. AmeriCorps members are wealthy compared to that!

In German, Volunteer translates to “Freiwilliger”, but another term, “Ehrenamtliche” is used as well – that means something like honorary officer. It changes the meaning somewhat – and I think here lies the crux of the issue. If you are a volunteer these days, here or in the US, the term seems to imply a voluntary choice to engage in service. But what if you live in an impoverished community and there are no alternatives?

An honorary officer, on the other hand, may be understood as more of a donor – I am thinking of Rotary Club members – someone who donates their time, in addition to, or instead of money. Maybe when we talk about volunteers it would be helpful to start distinguishing between donors and precarious employees.

Bringing this argument home: after 20 years, I am coming back to a drastically changed labor economy in Germany, and I need work. But many paid jobs have been replaced with internships and other fancily titled but unpaid employment relationships. There is the 400 Euro job, the Praktikum, paid and unpaid internships, Bufdi etc. Before any degreed person can land a real job, apparently she/he is expected to go through several unpaid gigs, gaining experience and building a resume. I am approaching 50, but have a blank employment history here. Should I participate in this precarious economy? A recent article in the Atlantic rebuffs the notion that internships are worth the while for college graduates in the US. Unpaid internships do not help when it comes to getting job offers.

The AmeriCorps program we started in southwest NM is now shrinking, due to sequestered funding. The Grant County Volunteer Center leadership has realized some years ago that matching volunteers with needs is an activity, but not a mission, and has moved on to the important mission of eradicating poverty and hunger. I expect to see the organization’s name change shortly. Meanwhile, I am looking for work in Germany, and pondering whether I should offer to work for free for a while, in order to get my foot in door. But what if the foot remains all I ever get in the door?